GAH i hate senior year, it's so hard. My teachers are much more demanding and this time i have a job and finally a freakin license! on top of that i have band and other activities i need to do. But i've sunk so low into depression, it's like you're running at full speed nothing can stop you but you trip over a rock and you stumble, you try to get back up but you're clumsy feet just don't want to, finally you fall to your knees, and you twist around and in one final effort you reach your hand to grab onto something, but you don't grab anything but fall into a pit and land flat on your back and all you can do is lay there wondering how you got down so far and watch the world go on without you. That's how i feel right now. I'm so tired and im sick sort of. i just want everything to return to normal. I have this feeling that im missing something but i don't know what it is. it's a constant nagging feeling.
My only way out of this is writing fanfics and drawing my favorite yu-gi-oh characters often wishing they were real. it's really sad when you're favorite people in the media don't exhist. i hope you all survived this dreary journal entry but i feel i need some advice. if anybody's listening that is.